Adapted from a talk I gave earlier this week at Goldsmiths, rather
than discuss a project after completion, this piece explores my forthcoming
film project in a hypothetical, future tense. Or rather, it looks at other
models of filmmaking in an attempt to shape my own. With the talk, I screened
Zarina Bhimji’s latest film, Yellow Patch,
currently on display at the Whitechapel Gallery, and the Maysles brothers’ 1975
film, Grey Gardens. After the talk I took
a camera, microphone and tripod, and caught a train to the North Wales coast to
film a derelict ship.
One evening I gutted a mackerel to eat. When I slit lengthways
down its body and pulled it open, there were two other mackerel lying inside.
They were small-scale versions of it, not yet born, barely dead.
Three dead mackerel, in their pristine states, got me
thinking about the challenge architectural ruins pose. While a ruin declares
its collapse – ruin from ruere, ‘to
fall’ – it also testifies to its former life, which barely seems to have left
it. Robert Smithson describes this state of ambiguity as ruins in reverse, documenting its emergence along the grubby rim of
New Jersey, where construction sites resemble ruins. Likewise Smithson
photographed a hotel in Mexico that was simultaneously falling into disrepair
and rising, with new extensions being grafted to it. Smithson used his
photographs of the hotel in a lecture-performance that was itself a ruin in
reverse, at once delivering information and slipping into tangents as if down disused
corridors of the hotel. Ruins provide intellectual uncertainty over their
state. They are allegories that show, as if through double-exposure, life and
death at once. Film captures our imagination in a similar way because while we
know it comprises photographic stills taken from time past, it appears to move,
lithe, lively, in the present moment that we view it. Films dealing with ruin
can reflect their content in different ways, from Ion Grigorescus’s unsteady, pixellated
images of rubble-strewn Bucharest to Tarkovsky’s mist and reflections that imitate
ruin’s metaphorical capacity for double-exposure.
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| Zarina Bhimji, still from Yellow Patch |
Zarina Bhimji explores architectural ruin and dereliction. The
distinction drawn by Gilda Williams between ruin and dereliction provides an
interesting entry into Bhimji’s film, Yellow
Patch. The inhabitants of a ruin, argues Williams, have been forced out,
whereas the derelict’s inhabitants have left of their own accord – derelict
from de- ‘utterly’ -relinquere ‘to leave’. Ruin, therefore,
suggests violence, and dereliction, a melancholy relinquishing of space due to
dissatisfaction with it. Yellow Patch
is filmed in Indian ports that Bhimji’s elder generations left for Uganda.
Following Williams’ idea, these ports are derelict. Derelict seems a particularly apposite term for the sites given its
original usage for ships abandoned on shore: Yellow Patch creates a psychological space of departure and
desolation. Yet in interviews and artist talks – at the Whitechapel Gallery
most recently – Bhimji complicates this idea. The port buildings and hulks of
ships half-built are not in fact derelict: Bhimji requested the port workers
vacate the space during her filming. ‘I go with a shopping-list of shots,’ she
explains. The closest the sites come to ruin is on the day of filming, when
Bhimji forces their inhabitants out, but otherwise, they are more like
stage-sets for enactments of melancholy. Bhimji’s camera pans majestically
across the harbour, the 35mm film toned to imitate a dusky light suggestive of
endings. A non-diegetic soundtrack of echoing construction noises and human voices
is added afterwards, and resonates in the cinematic blackout spaces of the
gallery in which it is projected. In his recent essay that accompanies the
Whitechapel exhibition, T. J. Demos refers to Bhimji’s withholding of
information (we are left to guess at locations, the origins of sounds, and all
direct political references) as a post-documentary approach that encourages our
emotional response to exile. While this is a valid interpretation of Bhimji’s
approach, the extent to which her editing and installation prescribe our
reception of dereliction threatens the capacity these spaces have for
challenging our understanding of them.
An entirely different approach to filming ruin is found in Grey Gardens, a documentary made by the
ethnographic filmmakers Albert and David Maysles. Though threatened with
eviction, the two inhabitants of Grey Gardens, a crumbling mansion in East
Hampton, continue to live there. Eighty-year-old Edith Beale and her
fifty-eight-year-old daughter, also Edith, were once glamorous socialites. Over
the extended course of filming at Grey Gardens, the Maysles expose a double
portrait of the Beales, as they once were (they recount engagements and hold
photographs up to the camera) and as they are today, in ruin. The ruin in Grey Gardens is not only that of the
architecture, dilapidated and surrounded by jungle, but that of its
inhabitants. Unlike Bhimji’s films, the Maysles’ editorial and auteurist hands
do not feel so present. The sound is diegetic, comprising the Beales’ and their
cats’ whining. Takes are extended in length, allowing the subjects their own
time to speak, complain or reminisce. Grey
Gardens wavers between comic and tragic, leaving us unsure of the Beales’
and their home’s status. They are like the dead mackerel, embodying life as it
was – shiny with potential – and in an already present state of decay.
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| Albert and David Maysles, still from Grey Gardens |
What, then, are different ways in which ruin and dereliction
can be filmed? If it is ambiguity between coming into being and falling into
decay that makes ruin interesting, is ambiguity in filmmaking the best way to
approach it? While replacing information with suggestive soundtracks might increase
possible interpretations of a place, it can also dictate an emotional response too
generic to allow appreciation of specific contexts. Tomorrow I will film a derelict
ship. Deciding the amount of information to disclose in the film is difficult.
But maybe, remembering how I opened that mackerel, the necessary information is
there on site, and by taking a camera and filming it, little more need be done.
























